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As I have grown into an adult I have been slapped across the face with events in my life that forces me to wake the fuck up and appreciate the people you love and care about the most. The best way for me to appreciate these people first off is by picking up the phone and calling them. They usually think I am crazy because this special call comes out of no where. I tell them how much I love them. How much I value our relationship and how much I appreciate them for everything little thing they have done for me. Nothing ever too small. I acknowledge all the love and support they have given me and how priceless that is to me. They usually then ask me what’s wrong due to the fact that this isn’t a usual conversation a person has. Then to call only to have this conversation and not ask for money straight afterswards seems unsual too.

When I was 19 years old I experienced something I wish upon no one. My fiance had past away and I had not told him how much I loved them. My last memory of him was horrible and not one to have left embedded in your memory. But it happened this way and I have accepted that now after many years of guilt and emotions not one word could describe. As a result of this experience, I have realized that life is so precious and how important it is to keep the people you love most close to your heart and to share that with them. One day they will not be there for you to do so and when that day comes God forbid they don’t know exactly how you feel about them and how much they meant to you.

I have been taught in the most effective way known to man kind that there are so many things worse to fight about than the less important shit in life. Life can always be worse. When it does get worse that’s when love is suppose to help you keep it together and not fall apart. You get that love and support from your family. When I say family not just your biological family but the “family” you chose to have. This “family” will show you how important your are to them and how much your happiness means to them. Therefore, their support can and will pull you through anything.

The strange thing is now in my life the family I have chosen for me I can’t even call my family anymore. They turned thir backs on me. When I needed their strength they were no where to be found. When I needed their love they neglected me. When I cried for help they never lended me a hand. When things got worse I couldn’t live for them anymore. I have someone else now I love more than myself and she truly needs me. She will not be dragged into this cycle. She will know how important family is and I will lead by example…So I left…

When I thought that the family I chose was all I had and it was gone. I was wrong… True family found me. I didn’t have to choose anyone. They came to me and showed me love and support and took me in. They have helped me in ways I would never have imagined and effortlessly… All they did was love me and my daughter unconditionally. I know now how it feels to be treated like family. To be from different blood but treated as if we were of their own. Being chosen to be a part of true genuine unity. 1 unit…1 army fighting for each of us to get through this life with happiness….with love…getting through each battle to then finally win the war. I love my families…my blood and the ones that might as well have been my blood…

Thank you guys…you know who you are…I love you

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